another random night, Tonight

sitting alone in front of the PC, tears rolling.
no im nt crying, although i feel to do so.
tonight,
extremely EMO moody night.
without reason! so ridiculous!

Cindy say: i think u miss him..
not really... but half bingo?!
viewing ur profile look at ur face.
feel so strange, so far distance.
thinking when do i able to appear in ur pics?
none, thr is always not me.

everything start since that night, last year.
cute & kind. i still rmb the 1st impression.
y r u so nice to everyone? why why why?!!!
even though that time we haven know each other yet.
u know by treating a girl so gently, when she is juz a nobody to you.
its pretty impress for her! and u stay in her memory till now.
silly me, why rmb this kacang putih thing...

i told maself i wana know this guy. then i know you.
i wana make fren with him, then we'r frens. (i guess we are.)
i wana talk to him. We did talk n chat, although nt much =[
i wana take photo with him, final mission to be done.
aiks... woman, stop being so greedy T___T

tonight, i feel so discourage.
even though i didnt chase behind u hardly.
but i ald try ma best to get near to u.
i dont wana miss a single chance to know u.
i do all the best i could do...

i didnt love u, but i do like u, PROBABLY?
i didnt miss u every single day every moment madly! LOL
not that serious level yet. i dont wan it either.
i juz wish to see ur face, it do cherish me. :D
i wana listen to ur voice, it make me feel safe.
so wad do u say abt this feelings?

To the guy i added during April fool:
u might nt be the best guy but u stand out among ur frens.
feel blessed to know you, sincerely. =)
and.. i wana apologize....
sorry for cursing u always, nose itchy ma? HAHA xD
i noe u guys have every right to make frens & LIKE photo.
but girls born to be jealousy. teehee   X目